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HEAVENLY FATHER,
If I should suffer need, and go unclothed,
and be in poverty,
make my heart prize Thy love, know it, be
constrained by it,
though I be denied all blessings.
It is Thy mercy to afflict and try me with wants,
for by these trials I see my sins,
and desire severance from them.
Let me willingly accept misery, sorrows, temptations,
if I can thereby feel sin as the greatest
evil,
and be delivered from it with gratitude to
Thee,
acknowledging this as the highest testimony
of Thy love.
When thy Son, Jesus, came into my soul instead of sin
He became more dear to me than sin had
formerly been;
His kindly rule replaced sin's tyranny.
Teach me to believe that if ever I would have any sin subdued
I must not only labour to overcome it,
but must invite Christ to abide in the place
of it,
and He must become to me more than vile lust
had been;
that His sweetness, power, life may be there.
Thus I must seek a grace from Him contrary to sin,
but must not claim it apart from Himself.
When I am afraid of evils to come, comfort me by showing me
that in myself I am a dying, condemned
wretch,
but in Christ I am
reconciled and live;
that in myself I find insufficiency and no
rest,
but in Christ there
is satisfaction and peace;
that in myself I am feeble and unable to do
good,
but in Christ I have
ability to do all things.
Though now I have His graces in part,
I shall shortly have them perfectly
in that state where Thou wilt show Thyself
fully reconciled,
and alone sufficient, efficient, loving me
completely,
with sin abolished.
O Lord, hasten that day.
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